S,U.C,K

Today i feel quite moody, i think why do i always need to please people? maybe my life is too boring or my mum taught me want to be generous.

But i felt very tired and worthless dy. Early in the morning, call people to sing k but kena rejected. Then accept invitation from another people go to sing k, after reached there i hav to wait he talk phone (dunno talk until when, he likes to talk alot). I walk toward his car mirror, he acts like a traffic policeman and point me away, from his signal i can see that he wan me go up sing 1st, is alone....sing wat song? Standing outside under the terrible weather, my patient just can tahan 20 mins. I called another friend and request him to come join sing k, since he consider ffk malacca trip. But kena rejected, the reason is no feel wan sing k. That's fine, i hav no right to force him to sing, so i go to find him lunch. After lunch, their suggestion is play mahjong, accompany go to settle his works. I also no feel wan to do that, but finally i do follow all the plan, why am i hav to be the follower, i hav to please....?

When i ans ur call i said busy not free, pls dun blame that i am fxxk, bull shit fren. This few year i dunno i heard how many times of this ans already. I hav been used to it, but i think i need some respectation. I contribute alot of times and money to organize thing,but never listen the sound of appreciation. I m not the rich guy, why go clubbing i need to swipe my credit card but not u who much more richer, u said u dun wan be sohai or worries later difficult to collect back the money, then let me be that sohai ok ?

At last but not least, im over trust people. So many years, my friends enter my house dunno how many times? i wont mind they take my drink, foods. I ever feel angry why they still need to ask, just take it (self service). If they wan come stay overnight, i also welcome. BUT....why want to steal my money. Ehmmm...no, is steal my ATM card. And then wear cap and mask went to withdraw my money. Friend......knew more than 10 yrs. Now everything destroy, dun need explaination anymore. God knew, u knew, and we knew, u continue be a thief, continue raise ur head up be a fate people.